Friday night
Nov. 17th, 2018 02:50 amHello world!
Today I've had panic over money, and the kind of irrational panic that leaves me shaking in fear for half an hour for absolutely no reason.
I know I have a relatively easy life; just wish my brain would let me enjoy it properly.
Wasted much of the day today. Made some spaghetti thing for dinner (I hate cooking the stuff, but my housemate insisted), had a couple of naps to compensate for phone calls or messages waking me up three times in the night. Got my walk done, but it doesn't feel like it's helping my mood anymore. Maybe I should walk farther, or try running again.
Just about got the wordcount goals done: 3485 new words, of which 1773 were on Soul Trader. I'm really getting into the untitled story from last year again now; wondering if Her New Daddy would be a good title for it; or if it works better with a name in the title; or something else entirely. But I do need to go back and rearrange the last half-chapter, because I realised I missed an event that can't happen later on.
Here's hoping tomorrow is a good day. For everyone (:
Today I've had panic over money, and the kind of irrational panic that leaves me shaking in fear for half an hour for absolutely no reason.
I know I have a relatively easy life; just wish my brain would let me enjoy it properly.
Wasted much of the day today. Made some spaghetti thing for dinner (I hate cooking the stuff, but my housemate insisted), had a couple of naps to compensate for phone calls or messages waking me up three times in the night. Got my walk done, but it doesn't feel like it's helping my mood anymore. Maybe I should walk farther, or try running again.
Just about got the wordcount goals done: 3485 new words, of which 1773 were on Soul Trader. I'm really getting into the untitled story from last year again now; wondering if Her New Daddy would be a good title for it; or if it works better with a name in the title; or something else entirely. But I do need to go back and rearrange the last half-chapter, because I realised I missed an event that can't happen later on.
Here's hoping tomorrow is a good day. For everyone (: